It's 6:59 PM already.
It's 10:07 PM already.
Feeling down @ the moment :(Had a great day but sigh,
life kicks you in the assAll I can do now is hope for a better tomorrow.
Ughhhhh I really want to hit something right now!!!
Yesterday was band-and-ndShan't elaborate much, but we ended @ 1
Headed over to City Hall after for
Subway :)))
Searched for scores @ Esplanade library till 6+
Lemme tell you, their red potato salad is
damn good
Today was Ice SkatingggI did not fall!!!
(neither did I die) contrary to popular belief
Had crazy loads of fun, esp
watching Zhengnan learn.
Was bloody cold, & the skates blistered my feet :S
Arcade +
bowling after tht, & then it was home!!
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I'm very very very tired now.I think me being upset = energy-consuming :(
Shall go John-Mayer myself to sleep
Guudnaiite!! (L)Yeh, disappointing.Tht's all you ever were :((Yzzz/Getaway)
It's 10:19 PM already.
Hello meowmeows I'm backkkkkkkk Irony
(tie xi gai!!!) = No proper school = No updates
Anyway haven't been doing much recently, as usual
Last week of school was alarmingly mundane. Yep.
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Here are some very insightful excerpts,from my very own HCL exam script :)
My mother must never see this, or it's byebye TaiwanHello unconquerable mountain of CHINESE HWK
So yeh everyday after school was
Vball w 3F +
band stuffThe sky was so so pretty tht day, I forgot which day though :0
But looky!! It made the hostel look slightly more atas than it is
Okay I'll shut up, blurting out nonsense @ the moment
Life's been pretty up & down recently.To
receive, you've got to
give. Or rather,
lose.
These days have bred an immunity towards disaster in me.
I'll just keep my fingers crossed for something good,
XXXXX XXXXXSee,
all fingers crossed :)
Nothing much to say, was just updating for the sake of it.
I apologise once again for the lack of life in this place
But I promise there's more to come.
Much love, enjoy your hols (L)P.S. PROUD OF YOU, PERKACHNG :)Am so so so glad to have such lovely juniors!!(Yzzz/Meh)
It's 11:15 PM already.
Mom Eh, why you wash the dishes???
YZ I guai cannot meh!! Dont want ah?
Mom Too guai already.. I scared.
It's 9:55 PM already.
Have been feeling better :) Excessive dosage of laughter recently, hahaha
I really don't know what I'd do w/o my friends
Respective thnkyous to those who deserve it :D
Lurbbx euuz all velliex muchzxzx (L)
Met up w the crazies for the first time this year!!! :D Bloody fish was late for like an hour plus, caused great fatigue.
Whole day was just moping around
City Hall w/o a purpose,
splitting my guts out while laughing @ stupid things
Yay I can never can sick of those 2 peepo, hahahaha
LURBZ YEW FOTCP XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO-
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go away, it should
But I know the heart of life is good
I'm hoping each day gets better & betterI really want to believe in happiness againThe heart of life is good :)(Yzzz/FOTCP)
It's 2:27 AM already.
Today, I went out & it started to pour.
When I boarded the bus, my card wasn't valid,
& neither did I have any coins on me. FML
The bus driver refused to let me alight,
& told me I could ride for free,
& another old man offered me change. GMH
Had the lovely
2B Halloween Party @ Eli's today :)
Was damn awesome seeing all my girls again,
Kept
laughing/
snacking/
camwhoring/
gossiping..
It felt nostalgic, like.. sort of like a family reunion.
Happy times :) Left her place @ after midnight,
& my Mom didn't call
once O_O
Amazing.............
Hahaha oh, the greatness of webcam.Such a pity the rest had already left by then :(
Oh well, ice-skating during the holidays, eh!!! :D
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Okay I'm pretty much dead tired.
& oh yeh just changed my blog song, it's beautifullllllllllFOTCP tmr, wheehee haven't met them in ages, yay!! :)
Hope this turn of happiness in life is here to stay (
Y)
I love you all my friends :)Don't worry, I won't forgetI might anticipate it till the wait kills meBut hell, I'm glad you asked anyway Miss you, like you don't know it(Yzzz/Halloween!)
It's 8:58 PM already.
(
edit: 11.40pm)
John Mayer works miracles, tht's fo sho
Keep our promise, & everything will be alright
Eventually
It's been pretty long since I've actually blogged here.
Blog, as in the outlet for emotional turmoil sense of the word.
Right now, I think it's quite right to say my mind isn't fine.
After three years, I still can't make you happy.
& it's pretty discomforting, to know your best isn't good enough.
Or rather, not enough to make you smile.
You give me everything I want, everything I need..
God knows we don't have the best moments occasionally,
But after 3 years, it's still the same. I still, let you down.
I'm so f***ing sorry. I love you.
I haven't talked to you properly for a month or something now.
It's been pretty damn long, & I do miss you pretty damn much.
I am sorry for shutting you out last night.
I am sorry I can't accept the way things are now.
I am sorry my heart just won't be happy for you.
But you don't know how much I wish everything was the same.
You just don't know, & I don't know how to tell you.
Needless to say, someone's crying themselves to sleep tonight
Or maybe I'll just exercise my tear ducts w some Grey's Anatomy
I don't think I've ever felt this helpless
If you love someone, hug them now
& promise them you will not change
OXYGEN♥
